Sucky Life

I'm kinda dissatisfied with my life. Feeling depressed and left out and all the negative thinkings. I've no idea why I'm feeling this way. It might be that I'm sick of Singapore. haha. Obviously not the food which I love and of course my grandmas, my mum and my little sis and maybe a few of my other friends.
Family's having some crisis that none of us can stop and prevent it from happening except for that person to get a firm grip on himself and God. Making me sick of home and in the mean time, miss home. Making me don't want to go home. Making me feel inadequate and helpless. I want my normal life back.
School is now busy busy busy, what with all the assignments and projects to hand in. I've no idea, maybe I've been slacking alot lately or did not take as much initiatives as i used to in Semester 3.1 so I feel redundant and not able to reach my groupmates' expectations.
All these are making me feel like going out of Singapore. Go somewhere that I don't have to think about life, about my future and everything that are going on now. Really.

restless

time has fly by with just a blink of an eye. the promises that i'd made to myself, the things that i had done, the things that had touched me, all of them are countless. thank the Lord for giving me many opportunities that i might not happen without him. thanks everyone who has been so very kind to me and who have been very patient with all the craps that i gave them. thank u all my friends. hee.

a new year meaning a new beginning. i hope that applies to me too! i'm abit hesitant to go out into the working world. but then again, i cant wait for that to happen. cos it'll mean i'm independent (to a certain extend of course). just wish that i can rot at home all day long with swimming pool within my reach (a private pool just beside my house. haha. i wish.) so that i can exercise.